Today I have been feeling kind of emo, I don't feel like talking to anyone else. Probably because after I knew my OB assignment was just a Pass Grade. I kept thinking a lot of things, suddenly I felt very bored, think school is bored because the people there are boring, life is bored because I have to keep thinking about $$, have to control my spending habits, the school curriculum is boring because it's dry, even more disappointing after I got my results. Of course as the lecturer said, it's not the end of the world. That's true, but I think some times, you will always have some gloomy days.

While in the state of being emo, I was feeling so awed by the drawings in the new manga by Nagamu Nanaji that my sister borrowed. The drawings were so pretty ~~ Looking at her artwork makes me feel so tempted to start drawing which I had stopped for quite some time. It made me want to go into deviant art to look at those beautiful pictures done by many artists. You can say design is really a stimulant for me. Just by looking at it, I can go to heaven. Haha.

Was thinking about some stuff while on the journey back home. Recently, my mind was revolving around the topic of friends. Not just "friends" but friends already attached. Come to think of it, last last last time I really have a very good friend in secondary school, but probably after having attached, it seems like we didn't really follow up much and I don't really have the kind of "authority or standing" to ask her out because there's always the "not free...." reason. =.=

So been more clever now, I decided that I will only WAIT for her to ask me out rather than I ask her out. I even COURIER her birthday present because I know that if I keep it and wait for her to meet me sometime, it's gonna be forever and ever.

And this is not 1 case I'm talking about, I had another friend who was also the same, and another of my sis's friend who was also the same.........Anyway, I not trying to be unreasonable "SINGLE" person here, I just feel that maybe friendship isn't really that important when it comes to our age, when they only have time for their "darlings" and shut themselves from the rest. (Sorry if I offended anyone who read this post, this is only my personal feeling and should not affect any of you)

Hopefully I will not become someone like that if I do have a "darling", hopefully..., but you never know...it might just be very unexpected, probably blinded by love.

Anyway, here's something I came out which I thought of it in the bus ^^, hope you can understand what it means haha.