Really stressed these days...regardless whether is my fault or not, the blame will still end up with me! Was so angry about it and keep thinking why should I suffer in silence all these nonsense?

Therefore taken whole day leave to attend my sister's graduation in the morning and the rest of the afternoon is left for me to relax or "自辟". Went to the library alone and read some design books, after that travelled to West Coast to buy some packaging materials for my company. In the first time ever, I was quite happy that my handphone was low batt because nobody can contact me and leave me alone in peace. Once i started re-charging my handphone when I went back home, so many messages... Decided to ignore it and have a nice afternoon nap....

I felt so not stress for the first time, I do not need to worry about anything, about work most importantly. All these has been attributed to probably working for too long in a company, a clock ticking telling me it's time that I should move on to other things.

Again, my phone was full of photos. Went to Singapore Flyer with my parents because my sis was working there and we are entitled 10% discount for the tickets. It was also sort of a treat to my mother for her Mother's Day.

Random photos as below (for those who have not yet visited Singapore Flyer):

No photo description as I was too lazy.





















ok. This is my sister's graduation. Secretly took the photo when she went on stage. I think she will kill me that I post it on the blog so shhhh..



ok. That's all. Wish that I will not be so stressful and Gambatte, 1 more month to go before I start schooling !!!

Yeah..It's been a long time since I've blogged. Alot of things has happened in the office since Meiling left because after so long, we are still lacked of an admin stuff. Was also quite pissed off with the company as I'm getting more fed up with the way this company works.

Since I've paid my SIM school fees for ONLY 1 semester, I felt sooo much poorer. Like from an Middle Income person to a Low Income person. Now, I dare not spend on shopping but keep thinking of ways to earn $$$. I don't know if I will still continue to work in my current company for part-time because I really cannot stand it anymore. If they can give me a good rate, I will most probably stay. If the rate sucks, BYE BYE ADRC.

The earth has been quite disastrous lately, giving Myanmar and China with such impact. Already I'm complaining about the hot weather, these people out there are far more worse than me. What is more to complain about your situation when you see everyday all their sad faces and ruined houses on the news everyday.

Check out my auctions at: http://sg.auctions.yahoo.com/sg/user/suh_32

Selling some disney items which you can take a look ^^

Haizzzz, lately been worrying over $$ issues because of my school. I have to accept the offer by next thur and it's really been bothering me. Bank loans is really turning me off because of it's high interest. It's so ridiculously high which I think is really not worth the effort to even try to apply. (Who can be my sugar mummy or daddy and loan me some $$ >.<)

So now, I've been thinking ways on how I can get $$ or earn $$. Also there's been some family issues regarding my uncle which can be quite disturbing. Don't know if I should just shrug it away or feel more optimistic about everything that has been happening lately.

It's like in the shows or anime I've seen, when the protagonist has faced with the worst of scenarios, he/she will try to be more optimistic and solve the problem even though all odds are against him/her.

So let's just hope for the best. As the chinese saying: 走一步，看一步吧。

Was very busy lately because of our marketing people who has agreed to their customers ridiculous dateline which is what I will say mission impossible.

So in the end, I have to rush his design job and also juggle the ever demanding admin work from our boss. ARHHHHH! I had enough! QUIT QUIT! I was thinking why I need to do so much work with such little pay. The marketing staff best tactic to make you do his work without grumbling is to "BRIBE" you or give you a treat. I'm not going to be cheated by that (often sometimes I do take their bribes). But for this time, I'm not going to take the bribe because I'm simply cannot agree the way they do things.

And the company still did not manage to any capable admin stuff to do this ever ending admin work.

So when I felt stress and wanted to bash people up (because I can't beat up these marketing people), I will take out my PSP and play Dynasty Warriors and vent my anger on these puppets which will be there for me to kill.

Anyway, my SIM offer came so I think it's just a matter of time before I got release from my pain haha. I'm so happy that I will be taking half day leave tomorrow (to escape) because I need to go to maybank to ask for a study loan >.< $$$ again....

I WANT FREEDOM!!

Was feeling a bit guilty that the new girl to replace Meiling's position was told to leave after working 4 days. You can say that I was the tester because I taught her stuff and she has difficulty catching up. To make matters worse, her computer skills is really cannot make it. Because our job requires you to look in front of the computer 8 hours a day, if you do not know how to even use the browser (with tabs), how am I supposed to believe that you can handle more difficult tasks if she were to stay here....

Watch Ironman with my colleagues on Friday after having an expensive meal at a Indonesian Restaurant Pagi Sore. The food is really nice. Ironman was not bad but maybe not as nice as Transformers.

Also got a plastic bag full of sweets from playing at the Arcade where the machine push the sweets down and the big prize is to actually get the stuff toy. I'm not really good at playing this so asked my colleague who was a pro to help. She was so "on", changed about $40 and played until we hit the jackpot to get the stuff toy. We actually told her we just want the sweets, but she told us it's very wasted because the machine's bar is reaching the jackpot area and played on our behalf. Of course she spent the most so she took the stuff toy.

Damm hot weather these days that I really cannot "tahan". What's happening to our earth? I think those movie's showing weather epidemic is really true.

Yay, added a tagboard for you guys to complain anything about me under the sun. So must enjoy hor!