Arhhhggg I can't SLEEP!! I'm deprived of sleep but still I CAN'T FORCE myself to sleep. Probably because I have too much things on my mind, exams coming and I'm worried that I can't finish revising everything, was feeling abit guilty about buying things online again >.< and even reserved a Levis Jeans because of the Isetan Private Sale. OMG, why am I spending sooo much $$$ when everybody in my family was in need of $$$. *bang head on the wall* WAKE UP LAR!!!!

Was too addicted to An Cafe's songs that I practically have to listen to it everyday. AHHHHHHH, why is my mind STILL SO ACTIVE!!!!???

They said that people who has sleepless nights is because they think too much >.< Not only is it bad for health, you do not wake up feeling refreshed at all, in fact, more like a walking corpse.

OK don't think to much now....don't worry about the future, zou yi bu kan yi bu!

*My thoughts: Aww, my macbook is soo handsome, love it!*

Recently, I have been influenced by my sis on J-rock Culture. J-rock, in my first impression, is not something that I will be interested in. But my sister's enthusiasm make me try looking into the videos and photos she downloaded.

Her favourite J-rock band was Alice Nine. More of a visual-kei J-rock band. They are definitely very well-dressed in every performance, and the most obvious difference from the normal guys is they trimmed their eyebrows and put makeup especially on the eyes. Those who are exposed first time to visual-kei will feel very odd or think they are "gays". Lol.

This is the singer Shou from the band Alice Nine. (See his eyebrows!!)



Unfortunately, I don't really like their songs. However, my sister is not all obsessed only on Alice Nine. I think her free time is to also search for other J-rock bands she finds interesting until she came across An Cafe.

Yea...Their songs are nice! Although their appearance can be quite difficult to accept for us "normal guys". Their songs are "cute" which caters to the young ladies audience. And holly S**t, the singer looks like a girl! When I saw the PV from An Cafe, my eyes was all on the singer because "he" was simply too CUTE. If he was born a girl, he definitely is going to be so kawaiii.. Some may think that he is a "ren yao" haha.

Some photos to show you what I mean:








[See his long eye lashes!]


[Omg! See his lips! He wears lipgloss!]


[Oh my...he's simply too cute than any of the girls... >.<]

Ja ne...till then on my next post.

Today I have been feeling kind of emo, I don't feel like talking to anyone else. Probably because after I knew my OB assignment was just a Pass Grade. I kept thinking a lot of things, suddenly I felt very bored, think school is bored because the people there are boring, life is bored because I have to keep thinking about $$, have to control my spending habits, the school curriculum is boring because it's dry, even more disappointing after I got my results. Of course as the lecturer said, it's not the end of the world. That's true, but I think some times, you will always have some gloomy days.

While in the state of being emo, I was feeling so awed by the drawings in the new manga by Nagamu Nanaji that my sister borrowed. The drawings were so pretty ~~ Looking at her artwork makes me feel so tempted to start drawing which I had stopped for quite some time. It made me want to go into deviant art to look at those beautiful pictures done by many artists. You can say design is really a stimulant for me. Just by looking at it, I can go to heaven. Haha.

Was thinking about some stuff while on the journey back home. Recently, my mind was revolving around the topic of friends. Not just "friends" but friends already attached. Come to think of it, last last last time I really have a very good friend in secondary school, but probably after having attached, it seems like we didn't really follow up much and I don't really have the kind of "authority or standing" to ask her out because there's always the "not free...." reason. =.=

So been more clever now, I decided that I will only WAIT for her to ask me out rather than I ask her out. I even COURIER her birthday present because I know that if I keep it and wait for her to meet me sometime, it's gonna be forever and ever.

And this is not 1 case I'm talking about, I had another friend who was also the same, and another of my sis's friend who was also the same.........Anyway, I not trying to be unreasonable "SINGLE" person here, I just feel that maybe friendship isn't really that important when it comes to our age, when they only have time for their "darlings" and shut themselves from the rest. (Sorry if I offended anyone who read this post, this is only my personal feeling and should not affect any of you)

Hopefully I will not become someone like that if I do have a "darling", hopefully..., but you never know...it might just be very unexpected, probably blinded by love.

Anyway, here's something I came out which I thought of it in the bus ^^, hope you can understand what it means haha.

Arghhhh,,,,Finally I've finished my group assignment. As expected, there's always some disagreement over certain issues, probably caused by the pressure you get when rushing for submission. I think after this assignment, we had differentiated ourselves between the guys in the group, or you can say: Battle between the sexes! I think it's just the way girls are, we always panic whereas guys seems so cool (which was interpreted by girls as unconcerned and they don't care!).

No more group projects!!!! I keep wanting to say that the guys in our group are use*le**! Even sharon was commenting that they act like 15 year old kids haha (was laughing over this comment)! 1 guy was erm... We*r*, another was ogling at girls *shakes head* I really want to bash him when he said, why he can't be with the other girls who are prettier..=.=

Maybe I can't really blame them? Because one just came out from NS and one was abit We*r*? They are not even gentlemanly! Even the guys in my office know how to act like a GENTLEMAN! *shake head again*

Anyway, the semester ended so fast...soon I will be taking my examinations. Hopefully I get transferred to the part-time course AS SOON AS POSSIBLE! I don't want to work with these guys again =.=