Nu Ren Wan Sui! Long Live Women!!! Haha. You must be wondering why I said that. Lately, I have been on an Anti-Guys Mood. Probably because of the unfairness I've been getting when in comparison with guys LATELY. I started to boil inside when orange's husband told her that "Men are capable of doing BIG THINGS" and women are only meant to do "SMALL THINGS" Omg! His words really infuriated me.

What the! In the end, I blurted out everything I can argue. I won't ask any guy on any computer troubleshooting anymore! (because normally I ask the guys) I will FIND OUT MYSELF! Stupid guys!

Anyway, if you tell me the same words again, I think I have sort of cooled down...Maybe that time is like a period where I will have my "anti-guys" breakout. Haha.

In the end, orange's husband said, "You must understand the difference between men and women". zzzz What the? Before that, he was demoralising all the women to nothing and now this? =.=

After I knock off at 6pm, I got a ride from orange's hubby to Great World City and took a free shuttle bus to orchard road to meet Jane, Sharon and Ann Lee for dinner. Heard a shocking news about our company's secret and was so angry that both of us were bitching away about the unfairness and I even said that I will quit after end of this year. Orange hubby was soooo quiet throughout the car ride and I wonder if he thinks that I'm really a "SUMBA PO".

I do not know why but I just feel very unfair considering I'm a web designer cum admin cum graphic designer and now we have 2 attached students here I have to "cum" another supervisor. It's like I'm the only one who has to do everything....weeps.

Meet Jane, Sharon and Ann Lee at a spagetti restaurant in Paragon. Jane just finished her exams, and she has another half a year to go. Sharon was talking about how her company has backstabbing managers and a military style working environment. From what she said, it feels like you are trying to survive in this cruel and mean world where everybody is trying to kill each other just to gain their own benefits. What a selfish world....

After dinner, Ann Lee and I managed to get a cab (finally) to go back home.

I'm sooo angry!!!! Even after I went back home, I keep on bitching to my parents and told them about the secret I knew. ARRHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! I GONNA QUIT!!!!!!!

My PC was finally able to log on Audition without the lagging (although it still lags abit), thanks to my sis who actually turns off Norton Antivirus which seems to be the culprit for slowing down the internet speed! Miracle! I thought is some kind of virus or spyware making the whole internet speed slow down!

Anyway, I've managed to cool down after a night's sleep. I'm more able to accept the secret that I knew. Next time I have to be more careful in the office. However, I think I still have plans on quitting after end of this year. I have not planned what I'm gonna do next.....

OMG! It has been a crazy week for me since Labour Day. I've been fixing my computer by trying to clone the old hard disk to the new one. Alot of trial and error since it's my first time doing it! ALOT OF PROBLEMS I CAN TELL YOU! Finally I got the new hard disk to run properly after removing the old one CAME ANOTHER PROBLEM!!! My internet can't work!!! One problem after another!

I almost pull out all the manual instructions about my Starhub Cable Connection and made a mess of my room. Dismantle the routers and modems with cables lying around. I was so persistent to fix the problem! After around 2 hours of debugging, I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE INTERNET!!!! In the end, I called Starhub and they told me THEY WILL CALL BACK LATER!! Which is when? OMG... (anyway they called the next day which I had already solved the problem? Rolling my eyes.)

Anyway, lucky my Dad came back from work and debug the problem with me. He tried to remove the cable splitter and connect it directly to the cable box. IT WORKS!!! SHIT MAN! I've been doodling around with the computer and then it's the CABLE SPLITTER PROBLEM? ERRRR!!!!

Ok. I'm done with my complaining and bitching. If you are reading this post, please bear with me. Haha.

Lately, I've been spending quite alot. See what I bought at the cutie shopping spree.
My hands got itchy when I saw all the nice clothes! The cons about online shopping is that you need to wait at least 1 month (for Taiwan stocks) to receive your items.










Yay! I've finally bought a new phone after a very painstakingly, long wait since Chinese New Year. I've been pestering my whole family that I want a new phone. It's not that I can't afford and need them to pay, but the problem is: I'm waiting for the line to re-contract so that I can buy the phone! So I waited and waited until Apr 26 when the contract is finally 21 months and YES I have my Sony Ericsson K800i!


(FYI: I've bought the silver colour instead of black)

Why I bought k800i?
- Cybershot camera 3.2 megapixels
- Astonishing bright colour screen
- mp3 ringtone? (because my old phone was playing polyphonic tunes)
- It's like a mini computer, you can put mp3, pictures into it!
- Alot of other features which I have not explored yet.

But the con of this is: THE BATTERY REALLY FLATS FAST! I think the reason is if you are using alot of functions in the phone like camera, mp3 player, it really sucks out alot of battery.

Anyway, now I'm happy that I've bought my phone. I can finally stop complaining about not able to change a new phone after 2 years. Hehehe

It is now 1.29am from the computer clock. I should be going to sleep instead of blogging. Why? Because I'm waiting for the SPYWARE DOCTOR to scan all the files! Why am I desperate to scan all the files? Because I just came back from a company "conference" meeting and shopping at far east plaza and my sis told me that she went FRIENDSTER AND CLICK ON A LINK FROM A MESSAGE SENT BY UNKNOWN PERSON AND WAS BROUGHT TO A PORN SITE!! I think I was more or less quite "kia si" so I installed any spyware software available at download.com. So far, Spyware doctor is still the best, able to detect more spywares than the others!

Anyway, I've finished removing all the 71 spywares found. Time for me to sleep. I can now think what I can spend at John Little with my $50 free voucher. ^^

I'm getting more and more aimless and lazy. I think I really need to quit my job and think about what I want to do. I have actually thought about studying Laselle school but now it's a bit too late since the registration is closed and I don't even have a portfolio. But I think I definitely want to pursue in design because I really like to draw and design, you can say I really really really like drawing alot. Drawing anime characters especially. But I feel like a useless person lately. Doing nothing at home except to slack. No mood to do the things I like. What am I going to do?

Oh yah I wanted to attend Japanese lessons. If anyone is interested, let me know. I need a khakhi to attend lessons with me! :)

Ok. Same day as the post below. But I'm going to talk about something more cheerful! So what is it that you're guessing? hmmm. Let me see...I like to shop online ^^. I always order clothes from sgspree at livejournal. Just type "sgspree" in search engine and you will find the place. Most of the time I order clothes only from Taiwan because they look younger and hip! But nope, I'm not to talk about that. Let's see... Driving? Hmm, to tell you the truth, I don't really like driving and I think I went to get a license because my mother asked me to and my father has a car. So far, I have droven as far as bugis but I got one embarrasing secret to tell you! Hush, "I can't really park the car!" If you have read that, i think i can think of 3 answers you will give me:

a) WHAT! YOU CAN"T PARK!
b) HOW DID YOU PASS YOUR LICENSE!
c) OMG! YOUR SKILL IS REALLY KAYU!

kk. Hush now. I don't mind people saying my driving skill kayu lah but I can tell you I'm not the only female who has that problem. I've heard many stories about that. I think I'm really not fit to drive cause I'm so petite and my father's car is so "big", if you know what I mean. But nope, I'm not going to talk about this either.

Remember in my previous blog that I'm going to talk about this online game called "Audition"? Perhaps not, anyway I think I'm quite addicted to this game. Probably you will say, "aiyoh you how old already still play game!" True true i agree, but what I want to say is, everytime I see my age number jumping from 19 - 21, I'm getting more and more worried. I just want to live life young and do the things I want to do so that I will not regret. Who cares what people say. I have always been listening advices from my parents when young. I think I rejected my SMU application partly because of my parent's advice. Now, I just want to feel young before times passes away in a glimpse before you know.

kk. Let's get back to the point. So what is audtion? It actually compromise 3D characters dancing. You get to listen to lots of korean songs and many and basically you use the 4-direction keys and spacebar to play this game. Sounds boring? In the first place, I thought so but after playing it i think is fun.


(this is the screenshot of all the players' character dancing. For every move, you have to press all the arrow given correctly before the move is executed. Sounds easy, not so, cause they have very fast songs that makes your hands feeble! lol)


This is another mode, called the beatup mode, it's really more challenging, and this, you have to use the numpad (8 keys to play), not easy either for me, cause according to my sis, my reaction was SLOW.

Ok. This screenshot is funny. Basically it's a game between the sexes. Who loses will become penguins for the other group to laugh. haha.


Last but not least, you can doll up your character with nice clothes! (My favourite part!)But if you really want the nicest clothes, you gotta use "REAL $$$" to buy. Cmon let's go back to the reality, there's no such thing as free stuff in this world! I hope there is hehe.

Ok. Basically it's just a crash course of what this game is about. There's so many things for you to explore! If you are interested, kindly log on to www.auditionsea.com to find out how to sign up. IT's FREE! (oops just now I said there's no free stuff in this world, but this one is really free hehe) Wah, I'm giving "free" advertisement too! Anyway, if you really played this game, be sure to add me in as "buddy". My character name is "Yamapink"! Ta Ta. That's all!

Ok. I have flu the next day when I woke up after I came back around 12 midnight after spending the evening with my colleagues. After taking Clarinase, my flu subsides but I started getting headaches. Probably due to the heaty weather. For the whole day, I slept thinking my headache will get better but to no avail. Even during the night when everyone was sound asleep, I kept tossing and turning and always have the feeling of intermittent hot and cold. It was very torturing for me. Lucky that my grandma advised me to take my sis's medicine (because she also had the same problem as me), am I able to get a few hours of sleep peacefully.

Torturing it is for me when i think about all those pills which i have to swallow. Pity for me that i can't really swallow those "big" pills. I don't really quite understand why i can't but whenever i do swallow these "big" pills, i have to force myself not to vomit out.

Now i don't even have appetite to eat. My appetite is getting smaller which I'm surprised with myself too. Hope I'm not the victim of those anorexia kids which i saw on tv. haiz.

Why am I so weak? I was always that weak since young. I still can remember visiting the doctor at his beauty world centre clinic so often that I think he can remember me.

Now, not just my body is weak, my mind is also weak. I'm feel dreadful going to work. Not because of the colleagues or the boss. I'm also sick of working on the stuff I'm doing now. Although I won't say entirely, but part of it is. Maybe, when my boiling point has reached it's limit and burst, I think it will be the end of this job.

Hahh. I finally to scrap off my previous design (letting it bleed to death) without improving it. I really don't have the time to change it! >.<>.<

Omg! It's been a crazy week for me. Let me tell you how crazy it is.

4th Feb - Sunday
As my driving test is the coming tuesday, I went to the temple to pray to let me pass my driving test. ><

5th Feb - Monday
I took leave for this day so that I can train for the last time before I go for my test tomorrow. Unexpectedly, I woke up 6am in the morning because of a stomach pain. Went to the toilet and "lao sai". My diarrhoea was so bad that I keep wanting to go to the toilet to relieve whatever I eat and drink. I started vomitting after that. I can say that my body went upside-down. No appetite and no rest. I even have to drag myself with the pain to attend the driving lesson (I wanted to cancel it but the instructor insist that I should attend so that he can point out my mistakes).

Went to see the doctor to get my medicine as my diarrhoea is not getting any better and I have to go for my test tomorrow.

6th Feb - Tuesday
Feeling much better after a night rest and the doctor's medicine. Woke up 6am in the morning again to meet my instructor. Another tormenting experience while I'm waiting for my turn to go in to get my test route number. Keep telling myself not to get so nervous and just be normal. After the torment, I'm relieved that the traffic police passed me! Wah! Finally, I don't need to spend anymore $$$$ on driving. I just do not know why I feel so heart pain when I spend my $$$ on driving lessons.

7th Feb - Wednesday
Went back to work with more work!!!! Getting ready alot of materials for our company's upcoming press release and marketing promos.. Arrrr, damm busy..

Today. Worse. Run errands to alot of places for our marketing promos. From Funan IT Mall to Sim Lim Square. From Sim Lim Square to Suntec City. From Suntec City to Bugis. From Bugis and back to office!!!! I'm sooo tired....

Oh my godddd!! I haven't written my blog for 2 weeks. Haiz. What have I been doing...New Year's coming and my room is in a mess. Bought a whole lot of clothes and I stuff it in the cupboard, not washing it. AHHHHHHH!!!

Now, the tv in the room was showing the final ASEAN Match of Singapore vs Thailand. Now Thailand is leading with 1 - 0. Of course I would wish that Singapore would win but now that they are playing in other people's land, the pressure is more or less there. The match I've watched at the Kallang stadium where Singapore vs Malaysia was a very fun experience. Most of us locals went there in red and the whole stadium was full of Singaporean spirit. Did the kallang waves and we "boo" at the oppenents and "yay" at our team. Although I agree that "booing" is a very bad thing to do, but we all know that we meant no mean intentions, we are just trying to show that we singaporeans are very supportive of our own team. Lol.

Ok. Now my life is like: Dirty room, playing maple, audition, go work, eat ,slack, driving lesson, shopping and the whole routine repeats again...=_= How bad can it get......No self-discipline at all! School is still the best. Haizzzz......

Ok. I have more things to write for my next post. And my layout still sucks! Hello me? Do something about it!!!!

My eyes are actually about to close soon but I still insisted on writing this post because I got something to rant about. Finally! I've fixed my computer after reformatting it. I manage to copy out the data (even when I can't enter Windows) using some orthodox method, hehe (taught by my IT savvy colleague who gave me a Linux System Bootup disk!)

It's hard work copying all the data out man! Keying the linux command word by word! So technical!!!!! Anyway, I have to re-install all the programs all over again (rolling my eyes). zzzzzzz

After my computer is back to the usual state, I can start playing Audition soon! hehe. It's all about finger reflexes. Will talk more about this game when I'm free. ^^

Someone on Ebay is going to call me this Saturday to teach me how to sell online! Looking forward to it! :) How I wish I can earn by selling full-time at Ebay... I don't need to face the boss, I don't need to wake up early and I don't need to do things I don't like! So much for ranting...Ok I think I'll stop now. Post again soon.

Haiz. This is the 5th day of work since my "long" holiday. After installing a parental control program on my Desktop to control my sisters from playing too much games, the PC decided to hang on me. The PC was lagging for half and hour with the indicator light blinking non-stop! Regardless of my wait hoping that it will come back to the same condition (i was doing that while reading a comic book hehe), i decided to turn off the power.

I switched "on" again. It could enter the BIOS but it could not boot into Windows and the computer was so lagging!!!! Shit! I had this problem a few months back and it's now coming back! It said something like "NTOSKRNL.EXE is missing or corrupt". I found what went wrong at http://www.computerhope.com/issues/ch000646.htm. I hope it's not "Corrupted hard disk drive" if not I would have to change the whole hard disk!!!! Noooooo....

Anyway today my colleague told me a secret that happened long ago that someone badmouthed about me. I was glad that she was honest with me and I'm not very angry or sad with what they say. I think this is what they feel about me and I can't really do much about it. Erm by the way, am I someone who is difficult to talk to and fierce? Haha.

Welcome Year 2007

Weeps. My 1 week holiday is ending soon. Gotta work tomorrow. :( How I savour the 2 months holiday we have during our polytechnic years. I got my new blog with a new design. (I took like 3 months to get the lady done which is ridiculus! What the hell have I been doing these 3 months?!!!) Anyway, I got this blog up during this 1 week holiday. It looks shitty with all the ugly placements here and there. :( I will try to get it fixed as soon as possible so please bear with me. Currently, I only have 1 bloggy link. So sad. I will try to get more friends / colleagues / classmates bloggy links up too. Hope I can get time to write also. :D

P.S: I must also remind myself to write about what have I been doing during my 1 week holiday. :)